its britney bitch.

ohwells, dont ask me why ive changed blog.

anyways, im not gonna put up fanciful tagboards or whatever blogskins. you know im too lazy to do that. and im such an idiot i will end up pestering my friends to help me with them cause i'll be like, " omg yiqian die already how ah i dont know how to change the html codes", and stuff like that huh.

so yeah, whatever. laugh at my lousy template if you want. and im not gonna put a tagboard. i dont even wanna know who bothers to drop by and read about my super lame life and comment stuff that i dont even bother to reply - mainly because im lazyyyy la. hahahah. and i hate people who spams. so ohwells.

convenient excuses.

life's getting a toll on me and i guess i probably need some avenue for me to rant around randomly since i dont have a boyfriend for me to rant at. hahahahhah.

i'm so pathetic i've got no goals in life. i dont know what i wanna do in the future. i dont want to go uni, cause im so sick of studying. probably i will work, but. ohwells.

ive got this weird thinking man. i want to go to some ulu place and you know help those people who are living in very poor conditions that kind of stuff. maybe i'll go there and teach and help the kids and suff like that. even though im quite lousy in my studies la, but i know i will be able to make a difference in their lives and yadayada. but im definitely not going to help them to build house and move logs and build some freaking weird dams and say hey, i built a dam for you yo! anyways im not strong enough to do that. but somehow i feel that earning money is not everything ohwells even though i do really love money and im like super broke right now. anyways, its weird that ive had this thinking for such a super long time and considering the fact that im super scared of weird insects and i dont even dare to really sleep alone at night.

okay im weird.
probably i'll get my ass stuck a jurong island for life and smell lots of hydrocarbons and get killed by a case of heat exchanger explosion or for whatever weird causes you can think of.

who knows. one day i might end up selling insurance policies to you when i actually studied some lame course like what chemical and biomolecular engineering when i was still young and dumb. who knows. i might strike toto or 4d and i'll be damn super rich and i'll bring my friends to LV and prada and gucci to shop all they want and i'll change all my money into 1cent coins and throw them at you when you make me angry. i can be quite a monster when im mad, but you see, i dont get angry often. hahahaha. im only a gun gun. but, but, the thing is i dont even buy 4d or toto. how am i going to get rich man. inpractical thoughts. what the hell.

somehow, i think its still pulling me back a lil ohwells. i always try to tell myself that ive moved on and i dont f care about anything else about him but its like what the hell. i dont know. i dont feel sad anymore but somehow when he's your first love, things tend to get a lil bit more special. at least he doesnt sport those typical hairstyles with those curly piggy tail at the back. oh, and he's roman catholic. but he is cui.

really, when youve been together with the worst, i think everybody else just seems so much better la in comparison. hahahah. at least thats what they say. but ohwells, everyone else around me is out to play. what to do. players only love you when they are playing. thats so true la. tell me who gives a god damn care when youre really in deep shit. only true friends yo.who doesnt want to find a good guy and settle down and be happy and spend time with him everyday. so sick of all these already la. im not kidding. aiyeaiye. i dont even like really care anymore. too lazy to anyways. im not racist or whatsoever, im attracting too many malays. omgzxzxzxzxzx. just kill me. im shanggeok and im chinese yo. guess i probably was in a lil too deep. but its affecting me a lil tiny bit. honestly, i dont really feel anything much. ahahha but i was so dumb can. what the hell. its so unreasonable and its not going to work out, ever. and its over. and that loser. didnt even pay. ohmygod. dont even want to talk about that loser huh. but ohwells, ive already been through the worst. hahahaha. :S

ohmygod. ive got school tomorrow and ive got zero motivation to attend classes la. i cant understand even a single thing that she teaches and i see no point in going to school just to chat and be lame with the friends and slacking around during lectures thinking of stupid ways to kill myself. okay not really im not that emo yet but im just random. hahahahha. and its good that i dont text so much these few days. the bill is also taking a toll on me man. actually, its not the bill. its my mama. hahahahahah.

and lim is being such a hardcore clubber. she wants to grind me so badly man and what the hell. yiqian is too exotic. jahre alt is mad and i love michelle aw in that white tee on 159 that day and minmin. xw is too skinny hahahahahah. er osk. okay life sucks lurbe hurts. whatever dudez. i love to sleep everyday. hahaha i am a xiao niao hahahahahah.

im a geek i know how to speak german and jap and i lurbes to read asia geographic when im at the lib but i hate studying. thanks huh. guess what. i got 92 for anchem. okay joking. your head man. 92 is the combined marks of melissa's and mine. damn. we got 46 each. thats cool huh. twins to this extent hahahahah probably we've got telepathy we copied each others work. thankyouverymuch.

OHHHHHHHHH. MACS GOT TWISTER FRIES ALREADY. OMGZXZX.
THATS MY FAVEEEEEEEEE. THATS HOT, TOTALLY :D




okay bye.
abrupt ending i know. but how should i end it. i dont know either.

so, okay bye.