TO YOU.

i'm sorry baby.

and i swear,
i will only ever want you.

you.
you.
you.



i have loved you for the past 278days,
and will continue to do so in the future 278days and more to come.

because you've brought so much happiness into my life,
fulfilled so much of my dreams,
taught me so many things that i should have known,
always there for me no matter what,
tolerated all my nonsense and all those bitch fit moments,

time really flies.
it's our 9months together now.
many people would have thought we wouldnt be able to last so long.
but we have proved them all wrong.
and im proud of us.

remember our first bird park trip moments?
and how i'd always webcam with you when we couldnt meet?
me going to your first family chalet?
you taking me to the Flyer on my birthday and we had so so much fun tgt?
us always looking forward to every stayovers?
and me always trying to be funny by stuffing the lil blue pillow underneath my tee shirt to act as if im pregnant and always asking you to put your ear at the stomach and you'd always oblige?
and you we'd always watch wwe and then start to wrestle?
us taking a stroll at east coast park, watching the sunset and how ive got to persuade you a million times to just make you attend your friend's bbq?
us going to ikea together?
the days where i had to travel everyday from payalebar to NUH to visit you? cause id know that you'll be happy to see me and how ive always tried to cheat off days from my supervisor so i can be with you and hope your hand on the hospital bed and having you squeeze my hand back as the only form of communication btwn us when you couldnt even talk initially?
and the happiness and exhilaration that i felt when i see you recovering, and getting stronger from day to day?
our christmas at swiss hotel?
and the present you gave me, together with that super touching xmas card that never fail to put a smile on my face even though i've read them for a million times now?
all the silly willy notes and letters that i've wrote to you which you've kept them in the red riverisland bag?
us spending the first moments of 2009 together?
us spending our first cny together?
and me helping you out in spring cleaning your room but ended up breaking something?
and me spilling soya milk on your bed?
and how you'd always love to secretly wait for me outside the toilet everytime just to give me a good scare? or how you'd always force me to say the 'password' before you let me into your room?
and then spending our first valentines day together?
all the pretty roses you gave me,
and the jersey i bought for you?
and us going to the IT fair and bought your first dslr?
and us going ard town to hunt for the best bargain travel deals?
and us heading to the zoo - which has always been a wish for me to go to the zoo with my boyfriend since ages ago - and got trapped in the damn rain eating weird marks and spencer biscuits that we have bought a day ago squeezing with 30 other strangers who are super smelly and all drenched?
and us spending one whole day just travelling to tampines for the infamous uniqlo and how we had to queue for damn long just to get in and ended up we got to wait for one more week to get your alter denim, which is this coming week and i can't wait to spend another weekend with you again you know.

mentioned ones are just a lil part of what we've been through.
we've been through so much.
and ive treasured every single moment til this day.

so many happy days we've spent together,
and the happiest thing is that i've found you.

yes,
we've got our ups and downs,
but we'll always work it out.

cause everyday with you is a blessing to me.


and i'm sorry for always being the chu stunt wang.
but i still love you.

whatever that is going to happen in the future,
i don't care,
as long as i have got you.


you make me smile.
you make me love.
you make me full.
you make me beautiful.
only you,
you complete me.

don't want nobody but you, i swear.

with this, i am ending this post that is specially dedicated to none other but you,
Johnson See.


I love you everyday.



lastly,
do you remember this?
i've been keeping all the stuff you drew me over msn secretly ever since we've started talking,
bet you didn't know that right.
just like how you secretly saved the voice clip i recorded for you on 1107 :)



and



and



i love you too baobei :)


1807 is our day,
our number,
and it's coming real soon.

Let's look forward to it together and be happy and loving everyday.

xoxo,

your girlfriend,
Goh Shang Geok.